Austin

Austin....where oh where do I even begin. He's is the most amazing person/biggest asshole you will ever meet. He will be there for you when times are hard and he will make you cry your eyes out. He's my ex-boyfriend.




We dated for four years off and on. We grew up in the same small west texas town together and started dating the end of his senior, my junior, year of high school. He went away, I followed and the rest is history. We are now in the same grade levels as we were when we first started dating just in college instead of high school. I thought we would be getting engaged this summer but here we are.

We didn't speak to each other for a couple months or so after the break-up. But then started up again and tried to be friends..we're still trying to be friends. But somewhere along the lst four years we forgot how to be each others friend. We will hang out everyday one week and won't speak the next. We will spend the night and not hook up and we will spend the night and hook up.

He's my best friend, he's graduating in December. What do you do when the only person (besides your parents) that has always been there since you were 11 years old leaves? 10 years pontentially could mean nothing in the grand scheme of life? At this point though is seems like everything considering 10 years is almost half of my life.